| HEY I'M PROBABLY NOT GUNNA UPDATE THIS EXCEPT FOR x__music. GO TO MY GJ BITCHES
OH YEAH AND FRIENDS ONLY KTHX. | comments: Leave a comment   |
| | Current Music: | End Credits to Nightmare Before Christmas | | Subject: | Holy Crap | | Time: | 10:54 pm |
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You have no idea how true that one ^ is. Well, maybe Sarah, but really no one else.
I making something on the computer to do with my free time. You'll see. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Freaking.....Rob...Thomas....-dies- | | Subject: | Hip Hoppenins' | | Time: | 11:05 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/blah.gif) blah |
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| Ugh, when does Sarah get home again? NEVER. Stupid NJ.
Today was fun, though. Me and Hannah hung out at the library (really shows how lame Perrysburg is) and went to MySpace all day. My parents are still lame, don't worry about any changes in that. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | The fan on low setting | | Subject: | Heaven help us.... | | Time: | 12:09 am | | Current Mood: | Eh, OK |
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| Kelly got her drivers license. First time and everything. She must really be a good driver (from daddy dearest) because Mary Beth and Emily both had to take it twice! Holy cow!
It finally dawned on Matt that I'm going to be fifteen. He still sees me as eleven, the year before he left for collage. It's weird having him home, for a while. We've never had a real relationship before, there was just too big an age gap. I think I'm closest to Kelly, which is kinda scary. I used to look up to Emily but that isn't true anymore. Mary Beth (www.supaMB.com) is sooooo far away. She's a mom. I'm not even going to graduate high school for another three years. I think it's hardest for Ryan. There's a thirteen\fourteen year age gap between him and Mary Beth. He really looks up to Matt.
Anyway, I've taped South Park and have the Power Rangers theme song stuck in my head. Sarah IS STILL ON VACA and I miss her terrible. I'm calling Arden tomorrow though, because without AIM my social life is DEAD. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | NONE! Shocking, my iPod isn't on. | | Subject: | Horray | | Time: | 01:41 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) content |
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| What? I haven't updated? Who totally called that one? I DID!!!
I knew it would only be a matter of time.
So yesterday I baby sat Ali, who is so adorable. She cried for a half hour after her parents left. But then I calmed her down and we watched Toon Disney. Then she went to bed, and I watched TV till midnight, earning thirty dollars. Horray!
It's Matt's birthday today. It's a great day. WE HAVE A FUN FETTI CAKE!!! Horray! And, I'm getting the sixth Harry Potter book. EL YAY.
AIM has deleted my social life. I can't contact any of my school friends, and Sarah IS IN FREAKING NEW JERSEY. Pfft, I should be able to come. Her dad is mean, SOB.
I had a dream about sophmore year the other night. I almost missed my bus because I couldn't open my locker. I wonder what that means. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | explosions | | Subject: | Explosive! | | Time: | 10:46 pm | | Current Mood: | GREAT! :):) |
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| Hah, today was really good!
We put up our pool, my theory is testing positive, I got to talk to Sarah, AND WE SAW THE FIREWORKS!!!
That was really the best part because I saw Mike! (baldwin) He took our parking money, and I was like "Mike, your a boy scout?" (thats the company in charge or whatever) and he's like "OMG Katie!? Crap, drive sir, drive!" and since there was a hold up, we got to talk and he introduced himself to my dad(?). And the fireworks were GORGEOUS I love them, they are so brilliant.
They are going to go off for my wedding. :):):) | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Take Off! | | Subject: | Back! | | Time: | 10:01 pm | | Current Mood: | high |
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| Ok, so I'm back from North Carolina, but I'm so hating being a chica right now. It bites. Bad, bad cramps. How can I fight crime now?
Well, I have found the website of Bob and Doug McKenzie. God, what great people. Ugh, its past ten, hopefully I don't get in troble for still being on. Whatever. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | A shitty cover by Jessica Simpson. Slut! | | Subject: | La La La BOOM | | Time: | 09:03 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/sad.gif) sore |
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| Today was fun. Got up early and went to a huge-ass mall.
I bought:
(from Polo Ralph Lauren)
-really cool yoga pants
-clutch
(from American Eagle)
-two tees
(from PacSun)
-boss jeans
(from Urban Planet)
-the best boho skirt
-two tees
Ryan has started his punk phase. He is love with their store and their Gamer shirts. Hopefully, it will only last about a year like me. I pray.
Turns out we are not going to the amusement park place tomorrow, because we're going to Cedar Point when we get home. Heck yes! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | House Theme | | Subject: | Ugh | | Time: | 09:48 pm | | Current Mood: | good |
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| North Carolina is stupid. Our hotel is smelly and circa 1987, with a bug filled pool. But, I went shopping at the Gap, and going more shopping tomorrow.
I bought:
-Dress
-Shoes
-Two tanks
And who knows what tomorrow will bring. And on thursday, its off to (www.carowinds.com)<--- this place.
And there's this weird Asian women who is the wife of my dad's best friend. Shes all touchy-feely and touchy, its weird. You cant understand her. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Love Fools -The Cardigans | | Subject: | Nothing New | | Time: | 08:06 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/thinking.gif) pensive |
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| Not much is going on.
I went to the barn yesterday, that was so much fun! Hopefully I'll be able to take lessons there. I doubt it, but maybe my parents wont be gay bitches for once.
Ugh, Kelly keeps talking about how next year she'll drive and blah blah blah. Fat chance. You'll see, in a month she'll be doing the same ol' all over again.
North Carolina in two days...I really dont want to go! :( This is going to be the worst trip ever. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | I'm Just A Girl - No Doubt | | Subject: | Johnny Depp | | Time: | 10:33 am | | Current Mood: | okay |
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| Wow, I had a really good dream last night. It was about Pirates of the Caribbean, which is probably because I was listening to the soundtrack last night. I can't wait for the second movie to come out!
I've been hanging around with Courtney a heckofalot (heck of a lot), like, on tuesday she came over, wedsday Rachel, Corky, and I went to the pond, and just yesterday Matt and her came over. So yay. Today I don't really wanna hang out with anyone, but if someone askes, I will.
Not much to say anymore.
Sarah did an UBER-Spiffy job on this LJ! PROPS, my mad sista! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| Weird dream last night. I was on a bus with a bunch of other kids, and Willy Wonka was conducting. We came to my street, and left off a set of twins. Their house was covered in snow, and Christmas decorations. Wonka said something to them, like he did to everyone else. The twins smiled and ran inside. We moved on to the next house. It was covered in sand instead, but still had Christmas decorations on. The girl got off, Willy Wonka said something to her, and she ran inside. Then it was my turn. My house had no decorations or snow, just a single light on. Mr. Wonka said, “God is waiting inside.” Instead of smiling and running inside, I ran away.
I don’t want God. I was something else, and if a sense of a God comes with that, then super.
But after I ran away, I hid in a corner of someone’s back yard, pretending to sleep. I heard my parents approach and they were talking with some lady. It was Santa Clause, in girl form. Not Mrs. Clause, what Santa Clause would look like if he were a woman. They were talking like I wasn’t even there. The lady said what I really wanted was family, but I was too afraid I would mess it up.
That’s not true either. I mean, maybe I sub-consciously want a God and a stable family, but I don’t know.
I don’t what any of this means. I’m completely confused, and I don’t know where any of this comes from. I do pray, sometimes, but that’s to whatever is listening, and I pray for the thing I really want, not God or family.
What is wrong with me? A normal person just wants to love and live, have kids and get married. But no, I always have to want something more. I always have to be different. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Yay, first day on LJ in a while. It's the very end of the second day of summer, and I pray this isn't a forshadow of what the rest of the warm season will be like. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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